Stuff Dreams Are Made Of

I can hardly believe it.. its truly truly only 1 more week away... till the official end of class and our first graduation with ATS. Then 1 more week to our actual graduation from ENLI School of World Missions.

Now that i think of it, this is a dream come true for me! I remembered after finishing the then VLI 2 in 2002/3, i was kinda sad that it had ended.. and i REALLY wanted to do VLI 3 (then)! haha.. but it was really like a dream.. almost impossible to attain coz i knew it's not something that i could just do it because i want to but somehting i was sent to. Anyway, the dream died, or rather i died to the dream. Then last year without realising it, i stepped into the dream! Never fought for it or even really asked, but God opened the doors.

I guess this is the stuff that dreams are made of - God-weaved, breathed.. a sprinkle of hope, a heave of sigh, burying of dream, birth of life, wings of faith.

One by one, my dreams fulfilled... :)

Can it not end? but i guess that would mean no new beginnings... though i haven't a clue what's to happen next to me. Yet i'm not worried about it.. though i am wondering alot..haha.

I wonder if it's going to be a mountain peak experience or will it be a valley? I wonder if it will require me to exercise everything that i've learnt here.. or will it just continue to be another learning experience as i graduate into the real school of world missions? I wonder if i will be able to blend right back into my family and friends' lives, or would i rebuild new relationships? I wonder if i will still be the same Ivy to the people that knew me, or would I be different?

i wonder.. i wonder