Officially.. the End

I guess today marks the end of a season of my life officially. Campus Harvest is over..i can no longer 'delay' my farewells with my friends here with 'See you at Campus Harvest!'

Official mark of the end of my SWM season.. it really is over. It really just dawned on me as i was in the car earlier this afternoon, that this IS the closing of the last chapter of my life. No peeking, reliving it anymore.. but to walk onwards with an understanding that while i can never relive it, it will serve as a very key building block in the story of the rest of my life. Am so thankful to God for writing this chapter of my life! What an Author we have!

As for the next chapter... ahah.. i am fairly apprehensive! Surely new challenges abound.. i am afraid.. coz i dun think any of all that i studied actually fully equips me for it! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......................!!! What will the Author write this time?

I guess in a way that sense of helplessness is also good.. coz this means i'll have only One Person to hold on to. Dependency on Him for the next season of my life vs on the knowledge i've picked up in school.. which actually doesn't make it any less scary lah.

BUT I shall close my eyes and walk on, clinging on to Him alone. As my heart stops palpitating and start beating normally while i cross the bridge of faith.. I will open my eyes and be once again, pleasantly surprised by the grace and blessings of God. Truly, He is SO faithful.

I love you, Lord! and i'll spend the rest of my life returning the love you've lavished on me...

"Today, Today i live for One thing .. to Give you Praise in EveryThing I Do!! My praise belongs to You!!"