Qing Fei De Yi

Been wanting to write down my thoughts for the longest time.. but kept procrastinating..

Sentimentalism suddenly hit me on the day after our graduation party.. that I'd miss my classmates.. really miss. And it was a surprise.. bitter sweet one.. because its been a long time since i've felt this way.

It was nice because it meant something was broken inside me.. that though I had subconsciously wanted to keep ST close relationships at bay, but even more unconsciously, I was drawn into them. Qing2 Fei1 De2 Yi3.. aha. Didn't want to be too close anymore... coz I didn't want to have to go through the pain of leaving and separation again but i renounced this when i came here.. and i guess here it comes! And of course, who best to bring it out of me but these sisters and brothers that will run the race with me for eternity?

I am indeed privileged, honored to have been here and met all i have met. I didn't know what I was in for, but it was more than i could have dreamed or asked for. We are truly world changers,starting first with ourselves and then those around us. God has changed my world through them and i'm sure, the worlds of many other people that will also pass on in my life.

It's not disposable, these relationships.. they are here to stay. Not binded by distance, nor time, but only by the Spirit of God. I will surely miss them deeply but I must remind myself that there's no loss as I leave, only gain..

Thank you Lord, for rebuilding my life again!